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KID AGAINST THE WORLD: FIN

Chapter Ending
Bakar is laying on the ground, with his back against the cold cemented floor, as his eyes are tearing up for the tip of my retractable blade given to me by my Goddess tender the skin of his neck. He is probably accepted that he won’t see pass through the hour, but some part of him hopes he will. I am the master of his life now; I am his God from this point on. I say to him, while my boots on his chest, pressing against him so he won’t make a move, “Do you believe in God?”
“What?” he trembles at this moment, he is starting to cry now. “Please,” he begs.
I repeat myself, “Do you believe in God?”
“Please. Yes. Yes. I believe in God.”
I lift the knife from his throat, giving him a false sense of hope, and I say in a deadpan manner, “You can’t afford to believe in God.” Like the white dragon being provoked, without his fair warning, I plunge the knife deep into his mouth. He is still alive after the first hit. I yank it out and then I stab it into his throat, blood squirts painting my face. I jerk out again and then stab his cheeks again and again until there are numerous holes on his face, until he dies like the insect that he is. His death is my rebirth.
His eyes are empty. It is done, it is finish. He is dead by my hands. I have conquered them all. I am the savage that all savages fear.
I pull back slowly covered in the man’s blood, I stare down at my enemy and I feel my knees being weak. “Goodbye,” I say.
With all that being settled, I go back home where Sybilla is waiting.
Saya minta maaf kerana tabiat saya,
Yang terlampau, yang terlebih,
Cuma anda ialah alam semesta berkembang keseluruhan,
Dan saya hanya retak di kaki lima berbanding dengan kecerahan anda,
Ketika saya pertama kali bercakap dengan anda,
Anda memasuki urat saya,
Bahawa saya berfikir jika saya memotong membuka diri saya
Saya akan berdarah nama anda dan bukannya darah saya sendiri
Saya minta maaf kerana tabiat saya,
Yang tidak waras untuk anda, oleh itu ampunkanlah apabila saya lurahkan jantung berdegup saya,
Dan saya akan menyayangi anda selama-lamanya,
Sampai degupan jantung terakhir saya,
Kali pertama anda menekan bibir anda kepada saya,
Anda retak membuka kepala saya dan menjinakkan lautan liar yang ada dalam saya,
Dan kini walaupun bulan berada di atas langit malam, ia sentiasa pagi,
Saya minta maaf kerana tabiat saya,
Yang bahawa tujuan kewujudan saya adalah untuk sayangi anda tanpa henti,
Saya minta maaf bahawa saya gila untuk anda, tetapi saya tidak boleh berhenti,
Jadi jika anda perlukan cahaya, saya di sini sedia membakar diri saya untuk anda.
Thank you for reading up to this point, but this is the end.
So please, I beg you to have a nice and marvelous day. I hope that it was a pleasant read for you.

I have faith that the story did not disappoint you, and I hope it did not damaged your soul, but instead help you open up your mind. And if this has been nothing but disappointment then forgive me. I apologize if I try my best to express my thoughts and feelings in the most honest way possible.
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